Peace

What an unexpected month. Full of work and enexpecting events. Actually I am quite relax this year as I’m not teaching Year 6. Thank God. Well…last Monday, we get a little visit from our ‘neighbour’. One of Jane’s pupil told her that there is a snake in our house. And this is the second time a snake got into our house. The first time is in 2005 in my bedroom. Isn’t it ‘UNTHINKABLE’? but it really happened. And for the second time, Mr Thomas came to the rescue. He managed to kill the snake. I have the picture if any of you want to see it. Eewwww…scary…this is why i am phobia with snakes. Thank God that the snake was in the kitchen this time, not inside the bedroom. Well, besides snake, i saw scorpion, bees and unidentify insects and living things around my house. I even saw a giant worm!well…life is full of surprises. We never know what’s or who’s waiting for us. Hehehehehe….till next time..adios….

Hello…how r u guys….hehehehehe….i’m happy to be here. Before feel really tired,weak, pressure, lonely, everything…these past few months were really challenging months for me. Thank God, even though i didn’t realize it before, but i have somebody by my side who always encourage me, give me spirit to continue and ask me to eat! hehehehehe…Thanks my friends. You know who you are. And thank God too because I’m beginning to see what I’m asking for from Him to come true. The most important thing…His Love. Before i feel like I’m a follower and not quite understand what I’m doing. Sometimes I feel like there are some things that we shouldn’t do but because it is our culture than we legalize it. But the things we should do, we just pretend it is not important and did not stress  on it. I always think negative before, blaming myself for something bad that happens to me. It is my karma, so on and so forth. Recently, there’s something happens to me that makes me feel that i deserve what i deny from myself before. I deserve to be happy but not necessary crazy. A friend of mine always scold me for thinking negatively. At first i thought she was joking but when i have some time alone with myself, i think she is right. I always think negatively about myself. But i want to change. We must have hope. This is also a lesson i learn from another friend. Thanks for lending me your book " 101 simple ways for hopes". What a weird topic i have today but it is true. I think i must stop babbling now. till next time..bubbye…God Bless….Peace….

Allo..just came back from emis data. end of this week, our school will held our Sport’s Day. YB Dato’ Jacob Dungau Sagan will come so those who can come, u may join us this coming Saturday. Who knows ur face might come out in the news. As i’m the photographer, no chance my face will come in the news. I lost 3 kg. But still look the same. All because everyday i went to take bath at the river last week. We had no water at all that week. even we hav to drink river water. Survivor beb!!!a nice experience though. Makes me feel more mature…uwekksss….Tua dah rasa. Anyhow…God bless..and peace…i’m leaving on a hilux…dunno when i’ll be back again…oh babe..i have to go….Bye….

Hello everybody….how’s life? i’m sure that sometimes it is difficult that you feel like there’s no hope in your life. But it helps us to be a better person, right? Now I understand more about myself after something happened last Sunday. At first i feel really sad and stupid. After making my diary as my victim, i make a new resolution. i want to do new things . I have to make myself feels good. This week I feel like a brand new me. Hopefully it’ll last.

Oh ya… i went camping last wednesday with my colleague. It was fun. Actually we wanted to go for a picnic but Mr. Thomas suggested that we spent the night at karangan. I asked nora n jane n they both agreed to spend the night. At first we have some doubts especially the girls.The weather looked quite bad with the wind and black clouds. But at last we did go. On the way, i can’t stop smiling and wondering quietly what the hell we’re doing in the middle of nowhere? But it was a fun experience. The guys were very good and concern about us. They made us a camp. Not a fancy camp. only two canvas being used with one of it as our roof while another canvas for us to lie down. luckily we had life jackets which served as bed. The guys went to jala ikan while while we girls waited at the camp doing nothing. We ate fresh fish and prawns. then after eating, we girls slept and the guys went checking their nets. They come n go the whole nite. suddenly, in the middle of the nite, we had to move to another karangan cos the water keep on rising. i felt like PATI trying to enter Msia without permits in the middle of nite. The next morn, we went back to our first camp and cooked breakfast. we ate grilled fish and prawns for breakfast. On the way home, we stopped at a waterfall. we girls went for a swim while the guys go jala ikan. we reached our school near midday. what an experience….although it was tiring ( we slept with big rocks under us. only manage a few hours sleep) but it was fun. i feel lucky to experience this cos  from where i come from, things like this are unimagineabble. is this word correct? oh well…till next time…chow!

now i feel lighter..i asked somebody a question i want to ask for quite some time and now i got the answer. i feel relieve..so more guilty feelings…hehehehehehe…tomorrow go back to long pillah…see u guys in march, if i can..bye n God Bless….

p/s Give away your love cos by doing that you’ll receive more- said a very good friend of mine….good advice

It’s CNY. or rather tomorrow is CNY. most of the shops are already close. i think. didn’t go out after reach miri yesterday. yesterday, as soon as i ate my lunch (at 3 pm) i went to have 2 hours nap. muahahahaha…very nice as it’s been a long time since i take my nap in the afternoon. things at school are so and so. not too bad and not too good. just wanna take some time to refresh my mind out of the jungle. well..i guess dats all for now…bye…

After tomorrow, i have to go back to school. no more communication with outer world. Goodbye all my friends..till i see u during school break in june. or if i’m lucky during CNY. Nothing much to say..Just wanna wish my Chinese frens, Happy Chinese New Year. Ging Xi Fa Cai. Ang pow na lai..hehehehehe…betul ke sik……

Hi..i’m in marudi for emis data from 25th to 26th then on 29th i have to register for UPSR candidates for my school. so, i’ll be away from school from weds 24th till tues 30th..panjang wooo….today during emis data, i meet many of my IT frens in UNIMAS.i meet nony, raymond n a chinese guy from the chinese guy with umbrella group in unimas.dunno his name. never talk to him although see him quite often. then there are many familiar faces also from unimas. all of us are giving our service here, muahahahahaha. oklah..till next time…Peace n god Bless….

p/s i hate doctors….

Merry Christmas everybody. 5 more days to go before we celebrate the birth of Jesus. Anyway, happy birthday to Ivy, my dear sis who is 21 today and Denies, a friend of mine who is 27 today. May God Bless both of you.  Then we’ll be in a new year. Year 2007. How’s this year resolution?  Did all of you achieve any of it? Hehehehe…i admit that i didn’t achieve even one of my resolutions. Now i’m trying to think of my next year resolutions. Should i hav 1?OK guys…just wish that all of you will get what you wanted this coming xmas. and giv ur best in everything that u do….bye.Peace………….

Duh…my 26th birthday. celebrate it at home. nothing fancy though…just wanna thanks all my family and friends who still remember my birthday near and far. well…good friends are hard to find and i’m glad i have you all as my friends!luv ya all